confession time

I didn't post last night - for a few reasons. flat out - doing lots of things

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and it was nearly midnight by the time I got home - the other - I kinda fell off the eating plan.

I started out well - with a green smoothie, followed by a coffee - had a workshop to do and the deadly things came out to munch on. What made it tempting was that other peopel were late - so we were sitting around waiting with this stuff in front of us... and there were egg sandwiches.... which I proceeded to eat at least half a dozen quarters of...

I then ate a few bikkies and dip and a handfull ( or two) or cashews and had to remove myself. I was so mad with myself.

it got worse though - We had Max coming over for dinner before we went out for the night - he was going to look after the kids. So I bought the ingredients for mouusaka and made a huge batch of it. I put heaps of veges and beans and stuff in it as well - smelt great. The golden melted cheese on top looked soooo good.. I picked a few bits off - and it was... so I sliced it up and put it into containers and into the freezer - for Adrians lunch and for times the kids want something hot........................................................................................................................and this is disgusting.....................................................................................I scraped the golden crusty cheese from the sides of the pan and ate it in pure bliss. how aweful. feeling really disgusted with myself for being so weak today.